Fear, excitement, nervous, alive, shocked, and overwhelmed.
Saying goodbye and stepping away from the only person you know into a world of unknown evokes every feeling a person can have. I've been told Peru, Lima specifically, is full of microclimates and you can experience all different weather in small periods of time and area. Traveling alone and starting your trip can do the same but with emotions.
I didn't want to let go of my mom. For two and a half weeks we have been constant companions. Laughing at the funny mishaps on our trip and sharing special moments together. This is a new feeling this time. Leaving someone at the airport in another country. I'm used to saying my goodbyes and being excited to leave the USA and enter the world exploring from there. The comfort of traveling with my mom made it hard. As I gave one last hug goodbye panic set in. As I walked away the overwhelming of feelings hit me. The time is here! Just myself and the things I fit into my one small backpack.
As I sit in the back of the taxi, Lima streets pass me by. As you would expect from South America the colors, sounds, and smells are vivid and alive. A strip of the street is lined with walls that are painted with iconic images from around the world. My fear begins to dissipate and realization begins to take it's place. With each picture that passes I notice I have insight to many of the lifestyles and cultures that take place there. Not because I have studies the area or watched documentaries but because I have truly witnessed life there. I have lived a portion, whether a day or half a year, of my life there. And with every picture I look at I feel a connection to those places.
That is part of why I love to travel. I don't learn from a textbook. I get to actually touch, see, smell, feel, and interact with the people, the places, the monuments.
Some of you think I'm crazy to travel alone. Many think I'm lonely or love to be scared at the unknown. I'll admit I'm not fearless. The thought of traveling alone and starting a journey terrifies me. I've done it many times and it's been amazing in every way. Yet every time without fail I forget how easy it is and I get nervous.
Yes I love to travel but I'm scared just like anyone else. The difference is I push through that uncomfortable feeling so I can gain the benefits. Because without travel I would miss seeing the real world. I would miss meeting the beautifully diverse people of the world. I would miss learning from the people, their culture, and their land. I would miss seeing the world I'm inspired by, learning about the cultures I'm passionate about, and living the life I'm destined to live!
I do not want to miss any of those things. It's a liberating feeling to know I can travel wherever I want and when I want with only a backpack.
Simple I was to dream it, live it, and then inspire!